Neon blue

This city is the secret
You whisper to yourself
Remember when-
Remember you-
then, when,
once before,
now again,
this is not your year
it never will be
you suspect
but will not admit
to anywhere
but here,
the concrete and glass,
this neon night
hot and still
like the ones before
and the ones to come.

//Title from the song "Neon Blue"